it has been forever since i have written anything--which seems odd as i have been stressed out of my mind, and writing always helps me relieve stress. i thought staying extremely busy would keep me from fully experiencing the pain of losing someone who meant so much to me and can never be replaced. i think it did work for awhile. but i do not necessarily think it is working anymore. having the stresses of school, working two jobs, and trying to plan my studying abroad and a wedding on my shoulders, not to mention grieving, is a lot. sometimes, my heart beats so fast that it may just jump right out of my chest.
will it ever slow down so i can breathe?
sometimes, i just want to cry and be hugged.
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