i think the stresses of work and school are catching up to me. not mention grieving at the same time. i think the sleepless nights and headaches are egging each other on… like a never-ending cycle of misery. hopefully i finally get some much-needed rest tonight.
yesterday was a hard day. i did't feel well the entire day. and not just because i was getting over a migraine. along with not feeling one hundred percent, i spent extended periods of time throughout the day just crying for no reason. sure, i could say i was sad or lonely or missing my grampa, but it was not just that. i spilled water and cried. i could not find matching socks and cried. weird…
on a brighter note, i have almost completed my application to study and intern this summer in london. hopefully both kayla and i get into the program. i am not sure if either of us would be comfortable going alone.
hey grampa, if you have any say with the big guy, can you suggest that we be accepted? i know, if you were still here, you would love to hear about this experience. well, i will keep you updated on here. do you know how to use computers in heaven?
communication to heaven. interesting thing to ponder.
Hey Elise...
ReplyDeleteI am sure that in Heaven Grampa CAN use a computer, as opposed to here on earth, when he'd have grama print everything out so he could read it while sitting in his chair! Keep writing, I know grampa (and grama) enjoy reading what you write.
I love you!
Mom