it just does not feel like he is really gone. when will it finally sink in? not that i want it to... ever.
maybe it is because i have been busy constantly every since the beginning of this semester which was the day after the funeral. maybe i have not had enough time to actually process what happened. maybe i should see a grief counselor. ya, i think that's what i will do.
i am looking at wedding dresses this weekend with my mom, my grama, and kevin's mom. i know if my grampa was here to see my wedding dress, he would say, "oh, honey. you look lovely, just lovely." i can hear his voice saying exactly that.
this sucks.
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